Stuff...

I was watching RuPaul's Drag race and there is one thing that really disturbs me about that show.... it's not fair that a man can do his makeup better than me!!! Some of those men are sooooo beautiful when they get all dragged out. I wish they would stop by and teach me how to do my makeup so flawlessly.
There is something about Ru that I really like. I think it's her charisma. She just seems to be happy all the time. I want the zest for life that Ru has. I get the sense that it's real too... not just made up for t.v. I don't know why but when I think about drag queens I usually think that they are sad but not Ru.
Like some of the queens on her show... they just seem lost. Some of them hardly ever smile or even laugh. I hope that they find happiness because what they are doing really gives me an extreme respect for them. It can't be easy to be so different in such a cruel world. The courage is just astounding to me. If I had that kind of courage in my life just think of things I could accomplish!
I remember when Ru first came out doing the modeling... I thought she was the prettiest thing had ever seen... still do... that smile is contagious. So Ru I have got to be your biggest hetero fan...lol... keep on keepin' on!