The Truth or a Lie??...

This one might be a bit long, so bare with me if you will...
I was just watching a movie about what is better, to tell the truth or to lie and spare someones feelings and it made me think of things I hve either lied about or told the truth and to wht end it brought me.
Now, I have always tried to tell the truth but I hve fallen short on a few occasions... if you have not then stop reading now for you are a saint and need not tarnish your soul with my wonderings. As I was saying, on some occasions I have done the right thing and told the truth only to lose things and/or people who were dear to me.But then again, I have lied and have had the same outcome...so which is better??
For me, I had decided a while ago that the truth is always better because at least I knew I did the right thing. I try not to hurt when telling the truth but sometimes, as they say, the truth can hurt. I fear that our society favors lies to get what we want or to spare others. If we are judged in the end will heaven be short some souls?
I am open and honest with my children for if they can not trust me then who can they trust? And I hope I am doing them a service by raising them with a bit of morals. I pray that they will grow up and pass these traits to their children. From where I stand we could all use a little more of the truth and a lot less codelling.
So, if you want to know the truth ask me, if not then I implore you to seek advice elsewhere. But then again, what do I know? The truth is different for everyone of us. So to you I may be lying right now...or perhaps not. I will leave that up to you for your reality is much different than mine.
My truth is that I am fallable, as are we all, but God created forgiveness for a reason.... To thine own self be true.
Thanks for reading my ramblings, hope they do a bit of good.

What do you think....

So last monday I had to go to the ER because I was having trouble breathing and really bad tremors and after 2 hours there and an EKG later they tell me it was just an anxiety attack. It has been 4 days and I still have the same symptoms as before but maybe a lil worse. Now I have never heard of an anxiety attack that last that long without letting up at all.
I have sharp pains in my chest and head and I can't stop my head from bobbling... I feel like Katherine Hepburn. They also said that the numbness I was experiencing was because of hyperventilation... the problem is I have to remind myself to breath because I hold my breath and my heart doesn't race as is the case with anxiety attacks. So I think they are wrong. Have any of you been through this or know someone that has? I need an avenue to present to my doctor.
I'm really kinda scared because I have been having severe migrains shortly before all of the other symptoms... so I don't know if that's coincidence or if it all fit's together. I hope it's nothing but I want tests done to the fullest because cancer runs in my family... on both sides. So if you have any suggestions please let me know.
Sorry this blog is not like my others but hopefully I will get back to funny next time.(If the others are even funny to anyone else but me..lol.)Thanks for your time!

Willy's story... (6 yrs old..almost)

portals portals portals o just forgit u bawt it dead space forgit a bawt evreshag o god i see a spiders as i run n klo my mom n my mom sdps on it